It's All Lies =]

Gawd!

Im soooo fucking tired of this shit. Seriously i want the world to grow up. I wish the worlds tolerance was as high as mine when it comes to taking shit. Fuck I have like the largest tolerance for everything, booze, drugs, pain, bad shit happening. HOWEVER i have the LOWEST tolerance for stupid people that cant learn to GROW THE FUCK UP. Seriously why is everyone in my life so obsessed with drama and creating drama and lying to create new drama. I wants the WHOLLLEEE WORLD to judt stop lying. It’s like when i was little i would yell “but mom! thats not fair!” and  she would reply “Well Amy, life’s not fair”. And sooooo no wonder its not fair because everyone goes into it thinking that life isnt fair and so no one makes anyt effort to even try.

Everyone, stop telling your friend she looks good in that shirt when she doesnt, stop telling people that the person they love loves them back, when everyone knows they dont. Stop telling people that they are even parcially in the right when they are 100% in the wrong.

Lyings like a horror flick, no matter how good the ending might seem like it is becoming, in the very end… EVERYONE DIES. Ok so not that drastic, but legit, in the end, even if its a lie to make yourself or someone else feel better, some one will get hurt.

So get over yourselves, get over your friends and families and realize that at some point we are all going to do stupid fucked up shit, and we mine as well not pretend it didnt happen, or pretend its normal, because its not so dont lie about it.

I hate you.

I hate how everyone always try to compete with me.

I hate how they win.

Why cant every one just realize that im actually happy,

And that honestly never happens for me.

I’ve earned this.

So please, everyone,

Can you just let me have this one?

Thanks.